Boyfriend ~ Best Coast

Obviously, I have done what I have done many times before, and probably what most of you have done. Left everything until the last minute. I started the week off, really organised, finishing my coursework etc. But, now, its the last proper day of the half term and it seems my productiveness college-work wise started, and ended on Monday. The reason all my stuff is lying out on the floor rather than the desk is a comfort thing. I hate desks.

This week has been pretty busy for me anyway - I filled my time with spending time with my family who is visiting from London; on my university scholarship scheme and I even had an interview! I'm so happy about the latter, because the job I am in now is awful pay and awful hours. I really hope I get the job I interviewed for. Its for a catering company, as a waitress. Its only a few times every year; but lets just say what I'd earn in the 2 day event I wish to work at, would be at least 3 weeks wages in my current job! Need I say more?

Is it weird to be looking forward to university as much as I am at the moment? The idea of moving out, being my own person with new people is really exciting for me. For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to go to university. Being on this scholarship scheme is quite irritating though, because we spend days like students and to be quite honest I just want to be a uni student now! College isn't bad, but its too much like school. The same thing day in, day out. I don't get to do what I want to do, not really. A nice big drastic change is what I need, I think.

Hoping you are all having a lovely half term and haven't left starting your assignments and essays too late so you spend the rest of the weekend stressing out!

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Luna ~ Bombay Bicycle Club

Denim Jacket//Car Boot Sale

Boots//Independent Store

Jeans//Topshop

Socks//Topshop

Necklace//H&M

T-Shirt//Rome

Very sorry for the poor quality pictures - it was very dark outside when I had got round to taking them, hense the need for forced flash and artificial lighting. I promise I will do better next time.

Doing better next time. This is my second attempt of starting up a blog. First known as "Rebecca Katy" - it was a pathetic excuse. I accumulated around 20 followers, which I don't think is bad considering the posts were shoddy and half hearted. I looked back at the posts I did, and I was just thinking to myself, "I don't even like these posts, what was going through my mind when I wrote this?" The pictures were awful quality (this post is hypocritical, I know) and I just didn't like it. Why should I keep content up that I don't even like and am certainly not proud of?

I've just broke up for a week from college and to be quite honest, it couldn't have come at a more perfect time. I've been feeling really low lately and a break is what I need. I can get organised and sort my head out. I think I am going to do a post about feelings and stuff another time, because I think so many people feel sad and they don't realise that we control how we feel.

I don't want this post to be deep and meaningful, because I could do a whole post or 20 more about feeling good within yourself. I just wanted this to be a little "I'm back." So, I am back! I'm here and I am present. I am going to work on my blogging skills and I am going to work on my photography skills. Bare with me, and maybe even learn with me?

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